Hello beautiful people! I want to start this out as an introduction to me and why I chose to start a blog. At this point in my life right now I’m 44 years old and I have 2 beautiful girls ages 10 and 8 and live with my husband on our small farm. I work full time and had this urge of wanting to do more, to share more, to help people in my life. I recently became an ambassador to a amazing local non-profit, Self Love Beauty, in order to help and encourage others in our journey of life, but that is only one thing I want to do to help. I also hope by starting this blog I can reach others in their life journey who are feeling stuck in their lives of are dealing with depression, anxiety or just want to learn more or branch out in their lives.

Since I was young I always just felt empty, just going through the motions of life, not wanting or interested in doing more than that. I really beat myself up thinking I was nothing or worthless and who would take interest in what I had to say or what I did. It made for an empty life and there were times suicide would be at the back of my mind. It wasn’t until I was in my 30’s when my husband made me aware I wasn’t ok, it wasn’t normal to be irritated with everyone to push people away, to be on the couch most days and not accomplish anything, because honestly I didn’t want to. That was my sort of wake up call to life, to realize, you know what, it’s ok, it’s not a bad thing to have depression. This is just a ‘thing’ placed on my journey to learn from and grow with. And believe me I’m constantly learning! Even today I find myself dealing with bouts of not being ok or not even wanting to. I notice more now in the last few years that I get anxiety even more, that at times even the TV being on really bothers me.

So this brings me to the other aspect that I want to incorporate into this blog, which is the metaphysical/spirtual side of things. I LOVE all of this from meditation, to crystals, to essential oils, all the way up to getting the beautiful and loving signs from the higher spirit, this is one of my passions. I will not go into what you yourself consider the higher spirit as I believe that is your choice in believing what feels right for you. I will not tell you what to believe in because that is part of your journey of your life and you should believe in what call or resonates with you. I will however talk about what resonates with me and maybe just touching on these facts will give you that feeling of awareness and recognition of things in your life.

My hopes in this blog is you lift you in life, to really speak to your soul, for you to read these entries and to possibly take something away from it to either realize that you are not alone in this journey in life or to have an aha moment that that lifts you up. I want to hear your comments or life experiences or simply the comment of thank you, I needed to hear this in my life right now. The path that we are all on if life varies so much from person to person and there are times where we really feel alone as the world can be cold and harsh. However there are people out there who are willing to reach out and help, to show you that life can be beautiful and that your are not alone in all of this.

Like I said I would love to hear your comments, ideas or thoughts below. Open up the discussion to what you feel drawn to share, but please keep it on a positive note. My goal is to help people and I don’t believe in bringing others down or saying negative things to them as you have no idea what they are going through in their journeys.

Have a wonderful day and remember to live your soul.